Ugly “Big” Feelings
In Sianne Ngai’s “From Ugly Feelings”, it examines the conflicts that exist between societal issues within aesthetically pleasing literature and exemplar literature that describes ongoing issues without a layer of ambiguity. Ngai challenges the manners in which traditional literature for the “privileged” is not meant to hold moments of uncomfortability so as to not generate any emotions but instead formulate opinions. And while this may be useful when distinguishing between life saving advancements in medicine or law, the same does not apply when referencing social manners in society. Ngai is emphasizing that literature has the potential, like art, to invoke emotions, even the emotions that make us uncomfortable. It is important to sit in those emotions in order to allow ourselves the ability to self reflect and perhaps sit with any “guilt” that surfaces.
“Aesthetic autonomy in Aesthetic Theory suggests that literature may in fact be the ideal space to investigate ugly feelings that obviously ramify beyond the domain of the aesthetic proper, since the situation of restricted agency from which all of them ensue is one that describes art’s own position in a highly differentiated and totally commodified society.” (2642) Ngai is describing the ways in which literature should be used as an outlet to discuss “feelings” or difficult conversations in order to generate thinking. What can be fundamentally difficult could be the ways in which society responds to uncomfortable situations that involve intertwining feelings with reality. Having to describe or view an event or conversation as difficult pushes away from the “aesthetically” pleasing aspect of being in complete agreement with a topic. Sitting with the uncomfortable truth of other issues happening in society and not the commodified versions given in order to keep the image of a well structured living is uncomfortable. While topica may not be structured or fit to the social norms currently instilled in societal expectations of aesthetically pleasing, these “ugly feelings” are a representation of real issues that occur that can not and should not be masked as art in order to be important or relevant. Ngai is describing how the ability to view past this “commodified society” is needed urgently for societal issues to be viewed and taken seriously. Looking beyond what is considered “aesthetic” and more into how it is a part of society and how it impacts lives that do not conform to the typical norm.


